Wishes and Regrets

I want to swim with whales. I wish so so so much that I had written down the name of this incredibly talented artist I found. I think about her almost every day and for some reason I always felt like I could find her easily. Nope. I have no idea how. I want to sing in front of people. I want to be famous. I want to not need money. Not that I want to have it just that it were an irrelevant commodity. I want to tell the whole world how I feel, and not chicken out about it. I want to share my life. I want to share my feelings, without people attacking me. I want to visit Russia. I want to be humble. I want to be fluent in Russian. I want people to like me. I want to have an amazing body. I want to feel beautiful without makeup on.