4-8-10

I'm so confused because I feel sick and I don't want to eat and everyone thinks I'm okay but this doesn't feel okay I thought okay was supposed to be liking food. I don't want to be okay and I don't know if I am. I don't know if I'm fine and being dramatic. I don't know if the people judging this just don't understand the extent of my feelings about it all. I've been locked away in my room all day and been down and so tired and maybe this is why. I'm going to lock myself away again. I am so tired.