A

A is leaving, and it sucks out loud. I keep thinking why can't P or the other A leave because A is fudging awesome. Which I guess is why it has to be him because the people at the other church need someone like him, and they need him more than we do right now. And it's good to think that he'll impact them as much as he's impacted us. But I am crying and I don't think I would be crying if it were anyone but AVG. The thought being AF is leaving but we'll still have the other A. Nope. Ginger A is leaving and we have P and the other A and it's not that I don't love them it's just I'm so much less close to them. I don't think I cried when M left. Even if I did I wasn't this upset. It was weird because she was always there but I knew she'd still be around. I didn't cry when she moved away. And all of a sudden A is just going to disappear. It would suck enough for him to not be at youth things anymore. I'm so so so much closer to A than to M and A is one of my favorite people to be around and it pretty much breaks my heart that he's leaving and maybe I'm just being a baby and maybe I will feel better tomorrow but it really sucks right now. I don't want him to forget us. It's one of those things you don't know what you have till it's gone. Now that this has just hit me in the face and i found out today I am mad at AF because if i'd known earlier i would've had like another month to still see A and deal with it. But we have to be strong, and we have to let him go, and we have to get stronger and show how great a job he did mentoring us all. Even though it hurts. I still have wednesday to say goodbye to him and I am absolutely going to be there barring natural disaster or a bear attack i am going to be there and give him a hug and i don't care if he whines about it.